Wondering about what to write here, I keep hearing my internal voice shriek “DON’T TELL THEM THAT! THEY’LL KNOW YOU’RE A FREAK!” … So, I think it’s best to begin there. At the freak.

A Note From Your Mum

But once in a while, I get that same feeling I used to get before a gym class. That sinking-stomach nausea. That anticipation and dread. I just. Don’t. Wan’t. To. Do. It … And I don’t want to do whatever it is, really badly!